The thought of her first laughter, walk, crawl, etc. away from me just BREAKS MY HEART. How can I leave this precious face? 
Monday, June 22, 2009
Back to work. :(
I go back to work July 1 and I am getting more and more depressed about it as the days go by. Right now I am doing a little bit of work from home and even when I spend 2 hours away from Jane (mentally...physically she is in the other room) I feel like the worst mother in the world. It's like when I am not thinking of her and I come back to her I feel so GUILTY for not being "there" for her. How in the world am I going to go back to work? I keep thinking that once she gets a little older, her bedtime will be like 8 or 9, which means I will only see her a total of 3-4 hours a day. That's just ridiculous. I don't know if I can stand it!
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Oh, honey I'm so sorry! So many mothers struggle with this. I think I always felt better about going back to work because David was home during the day with her and I didn't have the daycare worry. It will be ok, though :)
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