Even my dreams are negative. Last night I dreamt (or is it dreamed??) that I got my period and my boss asked me if I had come to terms with never becoming a mother. I told him, "No, I will always try" as I was crying. I woke up in a cold sweat.
On April 20, 2009 I had my first baby girl. Since then my life has changed in every way possible. I am now enjoying motherhood and becoming the annoying "mom" I always said I wouldn't be. My personality or how I define myself is currently in a state of flux. I am now Jane's Mommy. Perhaps as she gets older I will become just Marie again, but for now I really like who and where I am. After having Jane I see that there are many untapped facets of life that I have yet to discover. I'm excited about it all!
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